April 30

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 30


STEERING WHEEL

Did you know

that in a car

you can see

the whole world?

You turn as it turns

and in turn we learn

to see—

everywhere around us—

beauty waiting

to be named,

not that it might

be owned, steered,

and commodified,

but that we might

remain human

in an age of fear

and ossified

imagination.

So come with me

to some as yet

unknown location.

The thunder of a

hundred horses pulls

us toward the sun

and the beautiful.


April 29

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 29


TIRE TREAD


It takes courage to grow old,

to bald layer by layer,

to flourish as bones grow brittle,

as little steps spark sufferings,

as cataracts shade spring colors grayer

with cancer haunting in the wings.

I have seen a person wither into bitterness

over all the trouble aging brings.

And I have seen another smile at the long miles,

bearing ache with graceful nerve, one with whom

I’d gladly take the hair pin curve at a speed

where others younger surely would have slowed,

but not this one, whose cueball tires still can hold the road.






April 28

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 28


PISTON


It’s tough, as just about everyone knows,

when you get knocked down,

to get back up, and up, and up—

like Rocky under Apollo’s blows,

or the dandelions after the lawn’s been cut.

Throwing back the covers at the jarring alarm

morning after morning is as hard as it’s cold.

Once is a start. Ten gets old.

Ten times ten is a bold sign of zealotry.

But to turn the wheels of heaven and earth

takes releasing the slap of the burn

over and over, seven times seventy.




April 27

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 27


DOOR HANDLE



Glen Campbell once sang

that nice guys get washed away

in the snow and the rain.

I suppose since then many

a seeker of the open door

have resorted to money or muscle

or some manipulating hustle. I still vote

for kindness as the stronger force

to unlock the future, just as the gentle

blade of grass defies its grave

of concrete as a matter of course.








April 26

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 26


OIL FILTER



Where you were born. The decade. The climate.

What resource you had access to and where you had to find it.

The neighbors next door. The color of your skin.

Your grandparents’ story about the way you entered into it.

School learning outcomes. Things old, things new.

What your parents and your siblings did or didn’t do.

All of this coagulating into a viscous point of view,

which now coats your veins and brain like the sludge of old oil.

It is why your blood boils over someone judging

something clear and simple differently than you.












April 25

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 25


CRUISE CONTROL


She can’t quite recall

how it came to be that

he took over all responsibility

for things financial: paying bills,

keeping the books, making sure

checks didn't bounce, setting up

various investment accounts.

Later, when he had driven

their whole life off the cliff,

she wondered how she could have missed

all the signs along the way—

the things he did and didn’t say

smooth as he was in his title role—

and she asleep in the comfortable back seat

relieved someone else was in control.





April 24

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 24


GAS CAP

When he finally fell asleep,

cherub face pressed

between the crib bar slats,

his tank only now emptied

after a day with no naps,

the young mom, exhausted,

could barely imagine

the day starting over in just a few hours.

How to keep pace with such super powers?

Uncapped in-the-moment zeal

spilling out of bowl, on the wall,

from the diaper, by the block and the wheel,

spilling up at the blossom-fall,

spilling wide with the broom—

life fumes overwhelming everyone in the room.


April 23

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 23


HORN


A shocking thought bursts into my mind

like a billy goat, like a rock wrapped in a note

shattering my window in the middle of the night,

like a bell at the start or the end of a fight,

brazenly breaking my inner silence,

a vandalism of invisible violence.

To think I could even think such a thing

in my inner world gated and kept

with mowed lawns and streets swept,

invaded by shadows of loud geese in flight

honking profanities in my placid blue sky.


April 22

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 22


ODOMETER


Off the grid. Secret trip.

Cash for gas. Credit cards ripped

up. Cell phone off. Invisible to them.

Except the odometer continues to spin.



April 21

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 21


AXLE


After the accident

his brain transmission

no longer sent signals

to his right leg or left.

The old axis of his life,

strategic goals by the age of thirty,

shifted in a hurry for the brave paraplegic

negotiating the busy hospital hallway,

determined head over deadened heels,

beating heart, heavy breathing,

as of yet uncalloused hands

white-knuckled on two wheels.




April 20

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 20


SEAT BELT


Helicoptering would be mild

in describing the ways she micro-managed

each detail of her teen boy’s life.

To ward off trouble, rife and wild

in a menacing, unpredictable world,

she would keep him safe, keep him proper:

which friends, this author, no contact sports, no cable,

web-browsing only at the kitchen table,

texts screened, email read, homework monitored, early to bed.

It may be why he loved looking at the stars

out his second story window at night.

Or why he might open it up to the wind,

his desk-papers fluttering like ducks at a gun.

And why sometimes on the way to some place

for something in his schedule maternally required

he would, quiet as a lover eloping,

hoping for a perfect escape,

undo his seatbelt with a smirk on his face.





April 19

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 19


AIR BAG


I am pretty sure that I believe you,

that at the moment I really need you,

you will nitrogen-burst from your cavity

in the blink of fifty milliseconds

and keep the crash from ravaging me.

Will the lesson of faith have to wait

for an accident? Something

I cannot intentionally pursue.

Or is my faith real now as I drive

peacefully along this freeway with you?



April 18

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 18


BUMPERS


Certain things we choose for “if”,

always an elective:

earthquake insurance on my place.

A second alarm set just in case.

A razor should my electric break.

A doggie bag for my Porterhouse steak.


Certain things we choose for “when”,

always an essential.

Money in the bank for bills.

Ibuprofen for minor ills.

Salt for savory and sugar for sweet.

Thick-skin bumpers for the mean we meet.


April 17

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 17


GEAR SHIFT


The microscopic parasites,

unleashed little bats from hell,

have stalled the world into neutral,

and, near as anyone can tell,

we’ll all soon be in reverse.

The governors will sift the data,

then slowly shift us back to first.

If the carnage doesn’t get worse,

if we manage to stay alive,

into second, into third,

and finally, one day, back to drive.




April 16

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 16


ROOF RACK


“There is only so much I can keep inside,”

he said out loud, ready to burst.

“Trying to hide in plain sight

really is the worst kind of role play.

Just once I wish you’d say,

‘Tell me what you think is true.’

I know you won’t respect me if I do,

if you finally see my mismatched packed bags

strapped to my roof rack, exposed to any jack

next to me in the Walmart parking lot,

exposed to the hot sun high in a haughty sky,

bare before every bug-cloud simmering above a country street,

easy for a thief’s knife slicing in the deep night,

while, at least, and where, at last, I’d finally be getting some decent sleep.”

April 15

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 15


REAR-VIEW MIRROR


She thumbs slowly through the stiff pages

of the photograph album. Faded images

wave from far-behind. Tucked inside, she finds

a yellowing letter, dried leaves, a swatch of leather.

Smells and sounds and memories climb

out of murky time and grip her with a kind of dread.

Life seemed so much better back when all her life still lay ahead.



April 14

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 14


LICENSE PLATE


Alexa listens in the the living room.

Google watches what I buy

and sends around ads to catch my eye.

At every intersection cameras

watch and flash the passerby.

I feel surrounded, and mostly by thieves

probing and peeking, seeking my secrets.

pick-pocketing my keys.

This website says I am safe

as my entered data turns to stars.

Still I feel I am driving naked

on a highway with a million cars

(everyone thinking no one can see them,

like my cat on the lawn pressed low on his hunt)

with our numbers plastered on our backs and our fronts.


April 13

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 13


HIGH BEAMS

(Easter Sunday)


A car approaches on the dark horizon,

a tiny prick of twinkling light,

hurtling toward me at double my speed.

By faith I trust it will keep to its lane

while the plane of light intensifies.

Shielding my eyes against the glare

I grow aware its beams are on high,

expecting any moment a switch down to low

out of politeness. The answer is no.

Annoyed I grip the wheel tighter,

the on-coming light, like a comet on fire,

blinding my entire field of vision,

brighter and brighter and brighter and brighter.





April 12

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 12


TRUNK

(Holy Saturday)


I am finally on the road,

an all-night drive ahead,

five hundred miles to go.

The presents are wrapped with red

bows and buried back in the trunk

(with a bunch of other junk, I know).

There is a party in the morning

to celebrate my daughter’s baby girl, Grace.

And though these hours will be long and dark,

I wouldn’t miss the surprise on her face

for anything in the world.



April 11

National Poetry Month’s Poem-A-Day 30-Day Challenge: Day 11


THE FLOOR MAT

(Good Friday)


is everyday trampled underfoot

by heavy boots, pressing in grime,

grinding unkindly the smear into stain

with each toe-twist-dig and slow heel-scrape:

careless, callous, thoughtless, mean

(while, underneath, the virgin carpet

is spotless, new, impossibly clean).